Monday, January 6, 2020

Sons

White sons came out of my brown body
A body that loves them more than me
And I tell them you're still brown boys inside Don't white wash away the stories of our history
But I worry that they will learn to blend
Erase the memories of our diaspora
Forget to stand in solidarity with other brown boys
Forget to love brown girls like me
They tell me they're a little bit white and a little bit brown
I tell them we are the stories piled up inside us Omission can be worse than lies
My sons tell me I that am beautiful
And I try to forget all the white boys who said I wasn't

Modern Womxn


When I was a kid
They said you can be anything 
But they didn't mean me
Because all I heard is
You can't be a small-town brown nerd
You can be smarter than a her
But not a him
You can't do better than the color of your skin 
You can shine bright 
But you can't earn white 
You can be a success, a mother or a wife
But not all three in the same life
Did you breastfeed?
Did you have a natural birth?
Who is taking care of your home and your hearth?
Don't slack, don't let your clothes get tight 
You can do it all, but you can't do it right
Why aren't you smiling
On your way to PTA
And every time I walk through my door
There unorganized crumbs on the floor
They said you can be anything 
You want to be
But they didn't mean you and they didn't mean me