White sons came out of my brown body
A body that loves them more than me
And I tell them you're still brown boys inside
Don't white wash away the stories of our history
But I worry that they will learn to blend
Erase the memories of our diaspora
Forget to stand in solidarity with other brown boys
Forget to love brown girls like me
They tell me they're a little bit white and a little bit brown
I tell them we are the stories piled up inside us Omission can be worse than lies
My sons tell me I that am beautiful
And I try to forget all the white boys who said I wasn't
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Monday, January 6, 2020
Modern Womxn
When
I was a kid
They said you can be
anything
But they didn't mean
me
Because all I heard is
You can't be a small-town
brown nerd
You can be smarter
than a her
But not a him
You can't do better
than the color of your skin
You can shine
bright
But you can't earn
white
You can be a success,
a mother or a wife
But not all three in
the same life
Did you breastfeed?
Did you have a natural
birth?
Who is taking care of
your home and your hearth?
Don't slack, don't let
your clothes get tight
You can do it all, but
you can't do it right
Why aren't you smiling
On your way to PTA
And every time I walk
through my door
There unorganized
crumbs on the floor
They said you can be
anything
You want to be
But they didn't mean
you and they didn't mean me
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